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survived pure hell through summer till a month ago. anti-depressants stopped working, shrink tried to find one that would, couldn't so put me back on one of the ones that did. and it is now.  freaking depressoin takes away everything, including the ability to feed myself with art.  i talk about Art being my religion in group and they just laugh, roll their eyes, or worse yet stare at me blankly. i know i am not alone here. thank you for taking the time to read this. i am more a musician and poet than artist. anyway........

i want to join yaoi-nation :http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/yaoi-nation.gif: it's now dec 1 omgod! i got thworn out of a babtist decipleship program because i told another man that he was cute and i was attracted to him. nuff said, end of story. 7_24_08 turned out to be a very good thing. they don't like us there at all, and all the trimmings that come with that. you know, intimidation, harrasement, and the ones yelling the loudest about, "it says so right there in the bible" and "f***** queers" hate themselves massively becasue of the dreams they have about men at night. The Blow - Parentheses Lyrics Some philosophies fuel a belief

#youthphotographers (https://www.deviantart.com/youthphotographers) the below are self expanitory hence the lack of........ alexevans.net ..................... NUMBER ONE NEARS the END at the Cooper blog is worth reading ................... Animal Collective Strawberry Jam (Domino) ................... USERLANDS: the theatrical trailer .................. Deerhoof Friend Opportunity (Kill Rock Stars) 'The Perfect Me' clip (3:03) ................. Guy Blackman Adult Baby (Chapter Music) 'Black Eyes' live in Arcata (2:09) ................. yaoi.y-gallery.net/ :iconoc-yaoi-club: oc-yaoi-club ......................... joining the green carnations :iconthe-green-carnatio